i think i've been so busy for so long that, when those rare times come when i don't have much actual work to do, i don't know what to do with myself. i don't have much of a social network outside of my work-related or assignment-related tasks, and i'm not even sure if i know how to build one. i don't have any hobbies that i've been consistently pursuing, or any sports teams to feel included in. i feel like i don't have a core group of friends, a la the three musketeers. funny, that i find myself lonely while i'm surrounded by people.
i blame this on depression/anxiety. which is funny, because a year ago, i refused and denied and hated those two words.
Lord, transform me.
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