free write to refocus

this dog smells terrible. absolutely horrendous.
i'm missing the murder myster dinner. and it sounded so cool, too.
i can't wait to move back in to my own fantastic apartment. loneliness sucks, you know.
i've been out of drinking water for about an hour now, but i'm just too lazy to get up and refill my bottle.
my little sister is home on spring break.
i just decided that i am NOT going backpacking in georgia over spring break--too much stress in the upcoming weeks.
i'm a little worried about this research paper. i'm not worried about writing it so much as i am worried about my ideas seeming shallow and silly.
a friend and i went to broad street market this morning, and i was impressed yet again.
the dog just sighed at me, like she was annoyed that i'm not paying attention to her. ugh, whatever.
i can't wait to have a soda again. and smoothies.
israel trip cancelled--am i disappointed, or glad to be able to reclaim that time in may?
should i take an online course this summer, or just a regular classroom course?
i did NOT take a shower today. gross.
it's getting dark outside.
lately, i've just wanted to sleep all the time. is this depression setting in again? or am i bored/lonely?
can't i just get a job already? dammit.
there is a loaf of fresh-baked bread sitting in the kitchen. mm.
my self-discipline sucks.
and also, my schedule sometimes sucks. no time to relax, hang with friends, work out? bah!
if i do cityyear next fall, will it be like the real world but with (slightly) better job assignments?

if only i don't bend and break, i'll meet you on the other side, i'll meet you in the light.... (keane)