doodles in class

in the penultimate class on the day before thanksgiving break, i wrote this in my notes:

pinstripes. 1920's. 3 piece business suits. mmm.
nice italian shoes. with a square toe. yes.
expected to be on the ball all the time.
my 100% all the time.
but sometimes my mind is just elsewhere.
so i run with it. i put my stuff off to the side.
and go with whatever is preoccupying my mind.
is that bad?
is that evidence of my lack of self-discipline?
or is that how the spirit moves in me?
i can't tell.
i don't know.