reflecting on relations

i am a freaking social chameleon. and sometimes that frustrates me to no end. i mean, when will i start being 100% ME on a consistent basis?

i think one reason i feel like this is because i fill so many roles--student, daughter, employee, roommate, volunteer, friend, encourager.... and therefore have so many various responsibilities and expectations to live up to.

my question, though, is this: will this feeling cease when i get a "real" job? or will this feeling--torn between my loyalties to so many different roles--persist in the real world?

[also, is it terrible that i brainstormed about this idea on the way home from the theater?]